![]() This song hit me with the chorus…”I wish you well on this trip to find yourself. (I have learned so much since the day I decided to join the Army.) I don’t know what I want, or where I want to go.” I was losing all sense of direction and goals, but God was changing me from the inside out. I realize that healing is a slow process, and that there a lot of wounds that I need healed… God is working on me slowly, but something that kept coming up in all my conversations was the phrase I said over and over. This song by TFK really hits a chord in my heart of late… Sitting and talking to others about some of my issues works great as a band-aid, but a band-aid can only do so much where stiches are needed. ![]() I know I’d do it all different if I had the chance They said it’d bring some closure to say your name I’d give up all the world to see that little piece of heaven looking I’m in the grass on my knees, wipe the leaves away If everything in my life were different, I wouldn’t give up her friendship for the world,… ever! I would be crushed to think she may not ever hear those words from me… if there is any chance I could go back and change how my life ended up, I don’t know what would be different or the same, but I know that I would not want to miss the chance to meet this girl. ![]() I haven’t used the powerful L-word yet, because love truly is a choice, and the feeling of being “in-love” is just hormonal, but when the chemicals are gone, and you think deeply about the situation… that’s when you can assess what you feel in the deepest depths of your very core…. There is something inside of me that aches so badly to think of losing this individual, and it crushes me to think that if anything were to happen, I wouldn’t have the opportunity to tell her how much I love her, and truly mean it from the bottom of my heart. I can’t imagine how hard it would be to lose someone I had deep feelings for, and though people near me have died, or been lost, I have never experienced a loss that affected me… and there is one who I think about while I listen to this song, and some of the decisions I’ll have to make someday possibly. Originally written about abortion I believe, it is a song about loss. ![]()
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